Jay and Peaches picked us up for the REO Speedwagon concert in Jay’s
parents' Chevy something or other.
Marilyn begged me to go along, knowing full well that I hated REO Speedwagon with
every Grateful Dead loving bone in my body.
I knew this was going to be torture but she and I were best friends and
she was hoping Peaches and I would hit it off so we could all double-date in
the future. His passion for REO Speedwagon already put him at a HUGE
disadvantage for that scenario. It also didn't help that he preferred polo shirts and acid washed jeans to concert t-shirts and regular old blue jeans. My high school dream date played love songs on
guitar, read books by Kurt Vonnegut and preferred biking to football. As I
slipped into the backseat with Peaches, I knew it was going to be a very, very long
night.
Jay
was captain of the football, baseball and wrestling teams at the boy’s boarding
school down the road from where we lived. Although he boarded at the school, he
was from Athol (actual name of a town) and was attending Deerfield Academy on a
scholarship and unlike most of the other boys there, he was not a Mayflower
descendant. He adored Marilyn and followed her around like a gorilla-sized puppy.
Peaches (what the hell was his
real name anyway?) was way more interested in drinking the whiskey he sneaked
into the Springfield Civic Center than trying to strike up any conversation
with me. He and Jay danced and sang along to every song, pumping their
triumphant fists into the air. By the end of the night, Peaches and Marilyn had
polished off the whiskey and Jay and I helped them out to the car.
Interstate 91 follows the Connecticut River from New Haven, Connecticut
through western Massachusetts, into
Vermont and New Hampshire and continues all
the way to the Canadian border. Drunk Peaches had sprawled out across the backseat
so I squeezed into the front next to Marilyn and leaned my head against the
passenger side window for the 30 minute drive back to South Deerfield. Peaches
let out an occasional mumble or inebriated exclamation about how awesome the
concert was from the back. The dark car filled with Marilyn and Peaches’
whiskey infused sweat as we made our way out of the crowded parking garage.
“And I'm gonna keep on lovin youuuuuuu
Cause it's the only thing I wanna doooooooo
I don't wanna sleep
I just wanna keep on lovin youuuuuu!”
We had just passed by the new Ingleside Mall in Holyoke when Marilyn
leaned over to open my window a little more and in the span of seconds my brand new purple jumpsuit felt warm and wet
-her whiskey scented dinner suddenly covered my lap.
“I feel much better
now.” She calmly reported.
I don’t remember if I screamed or jumped up in my seat but we did pull off
the highway and I tried to scrape the goop off my pants with the scraps of
paper we found in Jay’s car. Marilyn wiped a scant stream of barfy spittle that
ran along her face into her golden mane of hair. She was beautiful even with
barf on her face.
I walked Marilyn into her dark, wood paneled house past her sleeping
parents and got her settled into her room before walking across the cornfield
to my house. I decided it was more prudent to go in from my garage so I could
slip into the laundry room and rinse off my barf soaked clothes before anyone
could lecture me.
Our friendship endured
the barf test as well as many other Marilyn inspired antics. She was fearless
and constantly dared me out of my introvert comfort zone. Although we had only become friends the
summer after my sophomore year in high school, it was as if we had been best
friends our whole childhood.
Marilyn was so eager to
leave our small town that she graduated a year early with my class in 1981. She
gaily skipped off to RISD where she studied painting and glass blowing.
After high school we
rarely saw each other as she was determined never to return to South Deerfield
and I shared her sentiment. She spent one summer on Cape Cod working in a tourist
shop and then left the East Coast entirely after her sophomore year to work in
the glassblowing community in Seattle. She visited me with her boyfriend
Preston Singletary during the summer of 1984 when I worked in Boston and again
in 1985 when I lived in San Francisco. Once she married Australian artist Andrew Antoniou around 1990
the Pacific Ocean (and lack of money) kept us further apart. I can’t remember precisely
the last time we saw each other but I believe it was in 1991 when I was living
in Oakland and she and Andrew came to visit the Bay Area. After I moved to the Midwest, time and distance created a bigger gap in our communication, not to mention the three children I was busy attending to daily but we continued to write long letters
a few times a year. When email finally became the
preferred method of communicating we felt even closer. Early in 2009, I tried
to convince her to join this new thing called Facebook so we could peer into
each other’s lives more easily. One of her last emails to me apologized for not
figuring out Facebook but that she was battling ovarian cancer and wanted to focus
on healing. We reminisced about our epic cooking sessions at her house when
were teenagers creating entire gourmet meals to be enjoyed only by the two of us using her family’s
fine china at their big dining room table, all the while serenaded by Heart or Iggy Pop from the stereo in their
den.
My children never got to meet my best friend but they have heard all of the stories. I always credit her with rescuing me from teenage angst and keeping me sane. She dragged me out of my shyness and forced me to confront those fears and for that I am grateful.
Marilyn left this world on November 11, 2009.